I may not be taking election results very well

It’s not that I am trying to be dramatic. I cannot help my existing trauma that is related to domineering white men.

No, I am not a misandrist. Guys are cool when they want to be. But in the past, they have been the culprits of many triggering things that have happened in my life. Things I go to therapy for.

I have had two very bad panic attacks where I wish would die instead of feeling what I felt.

Stuck.

I’ve had to venture out and scour the web for a new counselor that. specializes in trauma counseling. I had to ask myself many times if I’m actually here or I’m dead.

So my overall message is it’s ok if you are still dealing with the election. I’m doing it with you. I’m working on getting myself operational. It’s hard with news of tariffs and cabinet positions going to celebrities.

Geeze Matt Gaetes is up for Attorney General. In what world did that ever seem like a good idea?

But anyway. I am dealing with it the only way I know how. Sitting and writing.

* if you or someone you know is experiencing a life-threatening emergency please do not hesitate to call 911. If you are experiencing symptoms of an anxiety attack do not hesitate to call 988 The National suicide and crisis lifeline. Please find someone to talk to.